Monday, May 20, 2013

struggling.

If you know me in real life then you know that I don't really do anything the easy way. I am one of those people who always has a million things going on, is busy 24/7, & has a jam packed schedule everyday. There are very few days where I have time to do absolutely nothing. Even though I am used to having a full plate I feel like over the last few weeks I have been MAJORLY struggling. struggling to keep up. struggling to get everything done. struggling to focus on all that's in front of me. I am so so grateful for all of the blessings in my life right now, but if I'm being honest I am struggling with the fact that I have so much going on. I feel like I'm not able to give 100% to ANYTHING and that bothers me. I don't want my wedding day to get here and I haven't been able to finish everything that I want to finish. I don't want my home to get put to the side and be undecorated. I don't want the school year to get here and be unprepared. I have had to learn to say "no" to a lot of things lately, take days off work to accomplish wedding stuff, take days to go shopping with friends just because I need a break to stay sane & be disciplined to get it all done instead of going to the pool & laying out like I really wish I could do everyday. I don't want it to sound like I am ungrateful for everything going on, because I am sooooo thankful but it's just a lot. 

Those 8 days in St. Lucia for our honeymoon are sounding real nice right about now ; )

33 days!

xO



3 comments:

  1. Everything WILL work out!! You'll finish all these wedding projects and have the sweetest home because the two of you will be together. You'll come back from your honeymoon recharged and ready to focus on school! I promise, everything will work out even if it doesn't seem that way right now. :) You can do it!!

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  2. I struggle with the same thing, and I'm not planning a wedding on the side.. so I can only imagine how you feel! But everything will work out just fine.. soak up this last month before the wedding and DON'T STRESS. :) That honeymoon will be the greatest reward after all of your hard work!

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  3. You are doing a great job! De-Stress and remember it will all work out!

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